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Saturday, June 14, 2014

The ones I loved and lost, both literally and mentally...

2x bad dreams at once...

#1
I was a police detective working on a recent case of a fraud/scammer person. A colleague came into our office with information about a new victim. Asking for the IC number, I keyed in as she read out... without realising that it belongs to Rachel. The details loaded in front of me before I noticed that it was her... "Rachel Chilli Cxxx" was in the police records. No idea why "Chilli" was in there.

Anyway, I rushed down to the last known location with another guy. A petrol station. We asked the employees for the CCTV and stuff. I was anxious and upset that I didn't know where she went, and that she was possibly in danger. I only knew that she was on her way to meeting somebody about a job opening. I couldn't locate or contact her, even as a police.

#2
I was at home with Rachel, somebody else, and my dad. We were about to start having a meal, but my dad felt tired so I brought him to his bed. He complained of a pain in his leg briefly, and then almost immediately forgot about it. He was very feeble-minded and had dementia. Almost as soon as I walked back to the dining table, I crumbled, squatting on the floor crying as everyone else came over to me.

Woke up feeling very sad from my 4-hour nap. Wondering about that "Chilli", but still unhappy. :(

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